Post by STELLA ANNE GREENE on Mar 15, 2011 16:46:30 GMT -5
stella a. greene
seventeen (senior). art. charlavail effron.
" the name is stella. i fucking hate the name stella. its just so... ew. it sounds like a prostitutes name. yeah, like legit a prostitutes name. why my parents decided to name me that is beyond me, its okay though. i get called ella mora than i do stella and if people really want to bother me, they will call me stella. i tend to ignore people when they do call me stella though or at least argue with them for a bit. most people don't expect me to be.. me. they get this 'aw she's too cute to stand up for herself' so they try and walk all over me but i just won't deal with it. i don't take people's shit anymore. i used to deal with it all because i thought being nice benefited everyone but in reality it benefited everyone but me. i was everyones doormat and i just wasn't happy.
i'm interested in art, in like every way. i paint, i do wood work and i bake too. its just a huge thing in my life. i'm an artsy little fuck and i spend a lot of my time working on all of it. plus i do spend a good amount listening to music also, but i'm not musically inclined. most of my friends are though, so i'm around music twenty four seven. plus my father works for some big record company. my mom is a piano player, studio and sometimes touring. so music should be in my blood but i'm not the one with that talent. i'll just stick to my art i guess, making pretty things for peoples walls and such.
i'm obsessed with cute things and my little creative mind is always spewing things out like a volcano. its pretty crazy when i get these random spurs of creativity and everyone has to deal with me sketching everywhere. like once, i had this great idea so i sketched it out on my friends hand.. in permanent marker. she wasn't exactly happy that she couldn't get the design off of her hand for a few days but hey! it helped me majorly. i get a bit annoying to my friends and i'm well aware of it but i just don't give a fuck anymore.
i used to be really awkward about everything. i don't know why i was but i just.. was. but then i started drinking and partying like i do now and things were just a lot easier for me. people weren't particularly happy with this situation but i just didn't care anymore. peoples opinions on me could fuck off. it took me forever to be this comfortable with myself and i'm not going to just let people ruin that for me now that i'm doing things differently from the way i was before. i'm still me, i'm just doing other shit now. get the fuck over it, eh?
likes drinking, staying out with friends, drawing, baking, fantastic mr fox, lady gaga, nicki minaj, wood work, getting what she wants,ian, pills, pretty smiles, video games, colors, cats, dogs, animals, sex, dancing around, victoria secrets, dark rooms, hiding.
dislikes being told what to do,ian, being unsure, creepy television shows, clowns, feeling anything for people, love, fighting with people, invader zim, when people doubt her intelligence, stereotypes. "
jenn. way too many years. sixteen. alallaa meowing like a cat here, oh and iluu cora.
